Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and ask "Am I happy?", which of course I know the answer to which is a big NO. I also reflect, contemplate and then cry when I'm alone at night before going to sleep or just listen to a sad song. I always feel down and I'm not happy. Maybe spending Christmas alone brought this? As you may not know. my parents aren't coming home for the holidays and my sister is living with our uncles family. Nobosy really invited me to join anyone for their holidays and I feel really sad. I saw some of my relatives at KetKai and I asked them if I could spend it with them and they said yes.
My first Christmas party with the DevCom Soc was fun but also sad in some way. I gave a cap to my Monito Chaz and recieved a wallet from my Monta Lara. I'm really gonna miss the seniors when they graduate especially Doi Flordeliz. Doi has been so nice to me and inspired me in terms of leadership. When he talks about being with the Soc for a few months I feel really sad. I hate it when people are leaving.
I feel like I want to cry. Fail.
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