Saturday, June 6, 2009

Summer Fun(?)

For those people who didn't know where I was for the last two years, I was in Malaysia with my family. We spent a lot of time "hanging out". I wouldn't really say it was enjoyable because I'm not a big family person but you know, family is family. As the old saying goes "You can choose your friends but you can't choose your family". But that's a hypocritical saying for me though. I mean, when you choose your friends other people say you're being snobby or rude or something, which is what I'm totally not! Major!
I just got home here in the RP last April and everybody was shocked. (Lame sentence!)
I didn't tell anyone I was coming home and bumping with me on the street gave them a big surprise (in a good way, I hope). It was a summer of fixing the damages. Damaged house, education, life (LOL!), bills and especially, friendships.
The last thing I thought I didn't deserve were my old friends because every friend I had came in bad terms with me. i'm not even exxagerating! Okay, maybe a little. But no friend of mine lasted that long because... uhmmm... you now. (Laughs) Oh, you know why! No? I don't really have a good relationship with people. Or the other way, I don't know. My jokes hurt you? Get over it!
The point is that I fixed everything I screwed up before and I am willing to change my ways and just be a good person (No really!). I can't help it if I'm snobby or rude or judgemental or whatever! It's just my nature.
I got in at Xavier University College this year taking up Bachelor of Science in Developmental Communication. It's a course that's close to Mass Communcation but way better, I think. Enrollment was a bitch since it lasted for like a week and I had to suffer the dangerous heat of the sun without sunblock. Not even the thinnest fabrics can save you from Philippine weather. Th heat was excruciating and my skin really absorbed the heat! Talk about hell!
The orientation for freshmen students were boring but the talent excursion event was a joy as it showcased lots of Atenean talent (duh?) I still don't have a friend at school and that really hurts me (in a way). Nobody wants to be my friend! I don't know, they're intimidated? I'm approachable and very fun to be with! So, why? You figure it out and let me know in the comment board. okay?
My mom left early May for Malaysia so me and my sister are stuck here alone (house party!) doing the chores all by ourselves! It's such a pain in the ass! And neck! Not having a mother to do the things for you is quite a change.
I don't know, somehow I can't think of something to write today. Damn this mental blocks! I get them everytime!
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