Last July 27 was my birthday and if you thought I had the time of my life you thought wrong because obviously, I didn't. I'm really quite tired of complaining but it has always been like this since I strated my blog so please, let me.
First of all, the money which I was supposed to spend during my birthday is still being sent here in the Philippines so I just had lunch at Chowking. You got that? Lunch at Chowking? What the--? Who eats lunch at Chowking on their birthday? I mean that's just sad! Pitiful! But I had to get over it eventually and now that I'm writing this it got me started on not getting over it again. I knew I should've blogged about something else!
Anyway, no one really greeted me during my birthday except of course some people I know and my family. It really hurt me when some of my friends didn't even remember when we were just hanging out the week before my birthday! The plus side though is that my friend who I was in a fight with greeted me and was telling me sweet things and something else and of course, my sister greeted me which I didn't really expect because I couldn't care less anyway but she did and that made me feel happy.
My birthdays were boring! I didn't have a birthday where I've said that I wouldn't forget it because each of them was not memorable. In a way, it's kind of my fault really. I kind of have these crazy imaginations that some people might actually throw a surprise party for me which hasn't happened ever because, as I've said before, I'm not really a likeable person therefore I don't have many friends. Heck, I don't even have a bestfriend! You know, someone you can really trust and always have your back. The blame is all on me. Blah! Blah! Blah!
Nothing special has ever happened to me ever and it pisses me off! I hate it! Argh! Damn! Man, come on! Why can't I be like other people? You know, friendly, approachable, neutral. Why do I always have to be the person that everyone notices and thinks is a useless, insensitive he-bitch? I'm not saying I'm popular or anything, so let me explain.
You know those people in your class (for example) that are neutral? You know, those people that are just your friends and you haven't really noticed in the first day and don't really have personalities? Their just people who smile, talk, share their problems and stuff, okay, I give up! I can't explain it. One thing is for sure, I'm not one of them. The first time you see me you're gonna think I'm "neutral" but once you've known a little bit about me you're going to conclude "He's the villain!".
Though I keep telling myself to change and be neutral, it just doesn't happen no matter how hard I try! Okay, not very hard but I'm trying! Still! Thats gotta count, right?
Enough said! So much for a blog about my birthday!
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